Spent a good part of the day fiddling on the computer. I guess it's good this way. My brain has been hyperactive lately and it's just been filled with glimmer of despair, and then my struggle to keep afloat, then of course, there's the good ole' retail therapy...of the worst kind. But I have been well.
I am sorta glad that the clock is going back, I need the extra time to retrieve myself. So much I wish could happen, one of them is that I pass my exams. Then, there's the other, the inevitable. Then, that I get to like my job. No matter what. That I get to love it, the people, my new friends, my new environment. I have met the most amazing people in the last couple of months and it's been great. For once people were unafraid to reach out and touch, connect. It felt different. It opened me up as well. Like it opened up that part of me I didn't know could feel. I suppose I am not as cold-blooded as I thought I was. Maybe. But it's been a calming time for me.
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