Wednesday, November 04, 2009

To dysfunction

I always try to stir away from dysfunction or from things, people or places that cause me to be upset. So far I've identified these items as driving, my job and of course, my family. Don't get me wrong I love my family. But we are 2 different people. They have one mind and I have another, and I dare say it is a more refined mind but I would be cheating in this complaint. It is just different. And at my age I would rather not have someone dictate to me how to live my life, even if I have lived it wrongly or rightly, I am just too old to be doctored into living the life they want. And they can't seem to understand that that doctored feeling is not working. It has never worked and it is not working right now. I prefer to make my own mistakes and lie with them. I would hate myself more if my mistakes appear to be someone else's.

So since I clearly identified them as my source of certain unhappiness I just try to keep my distance from them. You go here and I go there. No hard feelings but that's just the way it is. But here come the holidays. Isn't it hard?

After 4 days in Houston you can tell it's not been a happy time. Dysfunction non-plus.

We'll talk about this some more. I promise.

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