Awful weekend

I had a bloody awful weekend.

As a matter of fact, this year is not turning out too well. I can't remember having a good weekend at all. It's been a tad disappointing year so far and we are only in the 3rd month. I spent so much money and still didn't have a good time, like a really good time, like something I could take to the bank and say, Wow, that was a wonderful time. It was just bloody awful and in the end I spent so much money, money that I don't have, money I said I wouldn't spend, money that was spent in the quest for a good time. But like they say money can't buy you happiness. I've just been lazy and aimless for quite awhile and I keep hoping for something to take me away from all this, asking for some type of savior but in the end it doesn't happen and I am left disappointed.