Up so early

I am up so early today. The weather dipped so considerably that my winter pajamas suddenly makes me so hot. I hate waking up before the alarm. It always makes so exhausted. 

I spent last night being hit on by this butch lesbian. At this point you're probably wondering why I was in place where a butch lesbian was sitting. It's a free country sometimes they go to non-gay bars too. But it was a very intriguing conversation and then the next minute she started hitting on me, and for me, I was just pissed about it when I woke up this morning. Could not believe I let that happen. 

And now I am up early. I need to get my self out of this funk. My love life and work aspirations have been in a funk. This morning I was greeted with a "Thanks but no Thanks" email from Switzerland. My dream, sheer utter dream destination, said Thank you and Goodbye in the same breath. She said the company would not pursue work permit requests for citizens of non-EU countries. Meanwhile she didn't say, job open to only EU citizens in the advertisement. People just discriminate for no utter reason. 

At this point I am thinking, is it going to be a good month or okay month. In the spirit of always seeing the glass half full, it's going to be an awesome month. So she and the other recruiters can go Fuck Her self. I will make it to Switzerland one day and when I do, like the US, I would think, "What was all the fuss about?"

Happy March to me.