Yes! The last time I was online was on the 9th, AJ's bday which I convieniently forgot because I was wrapped in my own human melodrama.

A lot has happened, nothing of consequence but this remains true, I am awaiting my blessing from GOD (if your a non-christian you can stop paying attention now) and I know it will come, the when and the where is what frustrates me so.

In between that time I saw the AMA's (Oh my goodness, what a predictable show!) People's Choice I gladly missed, and TRL is a foreign word to me, other things I did were...

1) I bought a Keanu calendar so his face, however dauntily handsome it may seem, stares at me with the dates of my life underneath it passing me by.

2) I want to attend a Craig David concert on the 31st, how is the question I am battling with now.

3) I have decided to save up and do some research for my trip and subsequent move to SF. Yes, I really want to move. Ga is suffering the worst recession, worse than other states, why for fucksake am I still here?

4) My other job is in jeopardy and the other one is master-minded by a mean one woman who will soon become our head boss, so I better buckle up for some tough/strict times ahead.

5) I now know I am unable to get a regular job. The interview process just goes above my head, I freeze up and become completely unable to answer or ask any intelligent questions and they see something in me that screams, "do not hire this girl." which is pathetic but I do not despair. Why?

6) I haven't been online in over a week, 2 weeks I think, I am shocked and a tad bit touchy that no one on my FRIENDS list even looked for me. But I shall not make a big deal out of it because we all have our respective problems, but it just makes you think, if I had fallen of the face of the earth without warning, would anyone notice my departure?

7) It is also known in my place of work that I am the appointed BITCH of the workers, and do you know what, I don't give a fuck. Why because they talk shit (otherwise known as gossip) about everybody no one is Miss Niceness there, everyone is talked about, so as long as it's not a Miss Popularity contest and my life is not dangling on winning Miss Congeniality I couldn't give a rats ass what they think of me.

This is my advice to anyone reading this, as long as you do your work, and do it well, it doesn't matter what anyone in the office says about you, or how you are/treat them, it shouldn't bother you.

Now, that I am home (Oh, God I hope not for long) I may update some more.