I just feel like I am hanging on a thread virtually and instead of someone to make the rope thicker or pull me up to shore, they latch onto that thread with me and we thus weaken the rope some more, making it even more difficult for any of us to do anything, or get to shore safe.
What do I mean by all these, I shall explain.
I know I mentioned here how I had wanted to move out and how my family came with the whole I hope you can make it on your own, and if you don't we won't be there for you.
Now, they are here with me. They have been here for a week now and still have another week to go. The deal for the house they were supposed to move into didn't work out before they sold their house, so they are in between houses right now, and they are now at my place.
I don't mind it, I just feel like it would be better if they would give me a helping hand. If they had given me a helping hand throughout my move, and if I can trust that they would help me with some bills at least when they leave. But I know they won't. They are just like that. It would just be their way of taking from me all the years I have had to live with them and take from them. Besides, they would say, Oh you would have racked up that high an electric/water bill anyway regardless of our stay. No, I wouldn't have.
It would just hurt a lot having to get through those first set of bills.
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