as the sky opened up

Random mumblings and then some...

What is there to say on this thing? I have lost all feeling whatsoever for communicating my feelings, or thoughts, or just random ideas that pop into my head.
Some of them are...
1) Whoever made National Treasure a PG movie needs to be rebuked. It is a good movie, but I do not really enjoy struggling for a good seat with a bunch of kids.
2) I had no idea Josh Duhamel was that hot. He is hot in a "the kind of guy I like hot" way, and I just never really noticed him.
3) At what point in between sleeping with someone and driving four hours every weekend to go visit them do you realize that, he is your boyfriend and mayeb you guys need to accept that it is what it is, and maybe decide on who stays and who goes, and where do you take this "thing"
4) The Bridget Jones sequel was such a waste of time and effort and a letdown to all Bridget readers worldwide. I wonder how Helen Fielding felt watching her wonderful delicately crafty script being played out like some kind of rompy comedy. It would break my heart, no matter how much I get paid for it, it would still break my heart.
5) I saw the movie Amelie for the first time on Friday and what a rare Friday treat it was. Most people go out clubbing on Friday nights, I stay in and curl up on my couch and watch TV while I wish that the seconds would go by slower over the weekend than they do during the week. Yes, I do that. But Amelie, rare treat. I love subtitled critically acclaimed movies. I hate PG movies but I love subtitled movies. The Barbarian Invasions was a good one too. Sometimes I wish I could rent them all and have a subtitled movie marathon.
6) I think Gavin DeGraw is one of the best new artists of this year. He is not recognized enough or given enough kudos, he is just brilliant and his CD I can't get enough of.

Now, to the serious things:
1) work is still the same. It's the 22nd of November and I am still here. Somehow I am glad I am still here, somehow I wish I had progressively moved to something else. But it cannot be helped, I am still here and bloody well might be until the 1st of January the way things are looking.
2) I framed a few of my black and whites and hung them in my little hallway. Something about that just made me so proud, so proud. It was expensive and hard to decide on those pictures, since custom framing is such a luxiry but I did it. Every time I walk in from work and look at those pictures, it reminds me of a different side of myself, the creative side, the fun side, the side I want to be with all the time.
3) And everything else in between, it's stil just me.