Wasted Years

I need to settle down and concentrate on the following.
Ouch, it's not even 10 o'clock yet. Hmm....

I need to figure out if I want to continue with my Masters degree. I love it. Just the reality of obtaining a prestigious Master's Degree seems so filled with promise. However, I really do not see the light at the end of my tunnel, and if you can't envision that, it makes it kinda hard to keep throwing money and time (which I don't have that much of both) down the drain. If there was promise of a job, a position, something that yields to something, take this program and we shall guarantee you this and that, and oppotunities with these companies shall open up. If there was that, I would so study hard, with the eye of the tiger. Right now I do not see that promise, or even wishful thinking in anything. It is just a fucked up reality I am living in and I don't think a Master's degree will save me. I keep thinking and focusing on the real reason why I chose to do this, to increase my IQ and validate my bachelor's degree. I can't even begin to tell you how successful it's been so far in achiving that. I don't know.

Then, other things, I am trying to build on certain hobbies. one of them is is cycling. I know it may not be easy so hopefully, it wil not end up as one of these hobbies, that start out costing me a lot of money and then, I start it just to lose interest in it like everything else in my life.