I feel like I woke up in someone else's skin today. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. Like a rip-apart-my-whole-body, nothing-seems-to-fit, my-face-doesn't-look like-me feeling. I didn't sleep well at all. I couldn't get to fall asleep when I needed to and when I did I suddenly woke up with the sheets over me (they weren't when I went to bed) in a cold sweat. And in my sleep I gained so much because I feel so bloated, my thighs do not want to give in and I feel like my clothes fit ever so horridly on me. I also had a very bizarre Eminem dream which was bizarre for one of the reasons being I am not a fan, and the other is that we were both assassins in the dream. Sex followed, but I don't want to elaborate.
Is this a good week or a bad week, I can't tell at this point.
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