It's been a quiet day so far. There was so much work to do around the house that I didnt have time to go out and do all the regular stuff that I normally do, e.g. shopping, going to the movies, sitting at Barnes and Noble, trying to ride my bike, just the regular stuff that I do to pass the time. I have been awake since 8 am, and I am still kicking for someone who went to bed in the wee hours after downing quite a bit of my $4 champagne. It was a tearful New Year. The first New Year I didn't spend watching Dick Clark. I arrived just at 11:57 with just enough time to open my champagne and just sob.
I can't help thinking of all the things that may go wrong, and hoping that they go right, and if they do, will it be this year. Is it time for me to start being optimistic, hopeful, positive? I can't help but think should I throw in the towel, will this be the year I do that. But then I am overcome with all the victories that have happened at the very last minute and then, I stop crying and concentrate on something else. Like, clean the house, update my webpage, and go work on my waning figure.
So Happy New Year to me! I say that with every bit of positivity and hope and faith in all that is good and right, and well that can happen to someone I selfishly wish it for myself.
And may the world be a better place, nonetheless.
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