Last gasp of breath

And so it goes...that the bad news will keep on coming.

He said:

Thank you for your inquiry and resume. Please be advised we are an attorney search firm and make attorney placements only. However, we wish you success with your job search.
Sincerely yours,
Major, Lindsey & Africa


And I said:
If by attorneys, you mean individuals with JD's. That is acceptable. However, if you look closely at the resume you would see that I am a foreign attorney (LL.B and LL.M obtained) licensed to practice in a Common law jurisdiction and also capable of being admitted, upon passing the Bar, to CA, WA, NY and TN, to name a few. I submitted the resume because I thought your firm also handled placement outside the country and inhouse. Generally, positions that do not require a JD.If you deal primarily with JD holders I can understand.


I have to device a plan, because whatever plan I am on is obviously not working, and I am distracted by its failure. It's crashing in on me and depriving me of my youth and my ability to live for today with the constant fear of what I should have and what I do not and have not and cannot, because of my personal failure and life's failing me.

I am running out of ideas here God...help me out!