Dear God please help me. This is my last week in this very blessed apartment that you afforded for me this past year. I was able to obtain so much in this apartment and then some more. I got so much fulfillment from this place than I ever got in my four years of living on my own; most importantly I cried very few tears and smiled so much more since living here.
And for the first time in my life, I actually have separation anxiety. I apologize that I made this decision and put God once again on the spot, asking Him to watch over my finicky decision makng. At the point I made the decision I wasn't sure when I made if it was God's choice or not. But whatever is left of my decision, I put it in God's guiding hands.
I think the fact that I made this decision to uproot myself from this blessed home is what is causing me not to have any excitement about it. Oh, Dear God help me. In your loyal Hands I pray. This week and always.
In Jesus name, Amen.
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