It's so sad the way relationships just start and end. One minute they are hot and heavy, next minute they've literally fizzled. And I know it happens to the best of us, I mean look at Jen Aniston and John Mayer, but it's so sad no matter how much you've gotten to like or not like the person.
My friendship with "attorney" guy who was so full of lies has indeed ended. We went to lunch yesterday and some truths came out. We had been pretending to be other people for a long timeso when we let loose the truths and negatives came out. And in the truths I found out that he is unemployed, arrogant, conceited and a general slob. The fact that he is not working and has taken the Bar 3 times was a huge turnoff too. I need to look up to my man, to be taken over by awe, otherwise, his sizzle just fizzles. I'm a Gemini, we need something to aspire to, I need to aspire to be you.
So I sent him a text yesterday, no answer. Called him hours later and still no answer. Then, I thought, I don't have time for this mess. I deleted his number which thanks to my iPhone I have not memorized, and that is essentially that. You have to want to be something for yourself, not have me telling you to be something for yourself. If I start doing that now, I will always end up doing it, all the time, and that is not a fruitful relationship. I am not gaining anything by being your mother and mentor.
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