Monday, February 02, 2009

A Suspicious Mind




I feel like I need to say something but I don't know what to say.

It's been pretty much the same. Things are quiet at work and at home. At work is what bothers me. Like an icy quiet of monotones. Deeply disturbing. Almost makes you suspect everything around you. When people say hi, you wonder, is that the Hi to someone they will soon be saying bye too, or are they just not enthused to see me. Is it time to make other arrangements, but what other arrangements can I possibly make? The whole world is at a standstill. No country is safe from economic crisis. Not even, Iceland.

I haven't felt like writing about anything. When I first started this journal, I promised myself that it wouldn't be filled with day to day accounts of events such as, woke up, went to the mall, bought some shoes, went home, went dancing. But lately, it has been. I mainly did that in terms of trying to capture those times when I did go out and do something I wanted to remember, so years from now, I would read my journal and remember, so that was the night of the One.org ball. Hmm...

But so far, this year, nothing memorable has occurred so in lacking anything of substance to put down, asides from my sordid thoughts, I haven't felt like updating with daily ho-hum accounts. Nothing memorable, so far. Hope it's not going to set the pace for the rest of the year.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

No it will not. Things will be better. Remember its always darkest before dawn. God will be faithful

Aphy's Transcripts said...

Thank you! I shall wait on His promise.