So, as the emotional roller coaster continues, I've come to an uncertain conclusion.
1. Not to give a shit. To get back to being me, the me that does fun things and doesn't sit around all day thinking, worrying, compartmentalizing. I don't know when this other me showed up but I don't like her.
I will try to slowly get back to the old me but for now, I know it would take a lot of work. However, I am up to the task.
2. That the old me, the busy all about me...starts concentrating on her not on anyone else. Starts becoming the selfish person that I know I love.
3. To avoid speaking to people that don't leave me with a smile on my face. To occasionally turn off my phone. Just because.
Here's to restoring Anita from backup.
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