It's the end of the Holidays.
This Holiday season, Anita Writes decided to take on a new demeanor, adopt a new persona.
I decided to channel my inner Becky. I modified my look to be more "Becky-esque." I modified my attitude too...but that's a whole other story.
I took on a calmer, more reserved approach. A more optimistic resolve, a certainty of approach to my actions. Day to day I'm the one who just wings it, allowing spontaneous actions and the earth's energies to direct the actions of the day. But for a change this Holiday season, this newly crowned Becky, was aware of her age and acted like it. There was no winging it to my lifestyle, I planned my destination and achieved the plans at the end of every day.
Granted there were moments when I felt my crown tilt ever so slightly, I reverted to my subversive tactics but then I'm human and I am allowed to fall back to form. Growth is a work in progress. We fall down but we get back up. This Becky-esque persona experiment is here to stay at least for the first quarter of 2017.
How was my Holiday?
There were extreme moments of quiet, near loneliness, sitting around waiting for the phone to ring. That was hard. There were also some moments of laughter at nothing in particular, just being in love with who I am and where I am in life, and thanking God for it inside me got me to laughing, hysterically too.
The quiet, I prayed, will soon be gone.
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