I have like a 100 emails I have to reply to but I am too lazy to type them up but when it comes to updating my journals, I just start to type all my gibberish. In't that weird, that I make time and energy for this stupid journals?

I found this article about the same time the "freakish work thing" happened. It was during that week when my mind was asking, "what the fuck am I doing here?" I went through a lot of emotional turmoil before that final outburst took place that saved the day. I don't think I shall go through that same emotional groove in my new job maybe because I have semi-learnt my lesson, and well, I want to maintain a good work record no matter the odds.


The article:

A basic fact of life is that when we make certain commitments to ourselves, the truest test of our strength isn't only based on the initial step, but rather the strength of our endurance to see those commitments through till the end and to get the most out of our experiences while they're happening. The whole of the big picture requires certain sacrifices and those sacrifices play an integral part on making the final destination worth every step.

How true it is...