I forgot to mention that in my search for a job, I bumped into my crush's identical twin brother at the mall ith a girl. They are so identical that as soon as I saw him my heart began to think that perhaps it was him. He was letting his girl into the Borders I was going into and then Whoa! he left the door open for me to come in. I didnt know why he ddid that, if it was the real he, maybe he wanted to be nice and act like he knew me and show some repect but then, when I said HI! he gave me a blank look like he had no idea why I would say that to him. It was definitely uncanny seeing him.

Maybe that was my present for the rough week. A glimmer of a charming young man closely and proximately resembling my crush.