I don't know what to say

I don't really know what to say.

I want to ask that God enables me to have faith, and strong belief in everything. You see I told you I didn't know what to say. One part of me keeps saying, I don't know what I am doing, this is all bullshit, what I am doing. And the other part keeps saying, don't worry it will all work out. It will all work out, just keep the faith. And I am and I hope in some way I can hold strong and let this all come to be somehow, I don't want to fail, and I don't want to be alone or feel as if I held out for the wrong team. I want it to be okay. To all work out in the end like some screenplay that has a magical ending to it. That's my prayer, I suppose that in all this I seek God's face first and in seeking his face he lets me know that this is His plan and it will all work out.

Grant me O Lord a blessed week.

Amen!