its been a week

It's not been a week since I updated but its been a hella of a week for me.
I have come to the conclusion that I am stupid. I don't read enough and my IQ is probably a hndred times lower than what I thought and last but not least my brain has to my detriment sufficiently depleted.

It has.

How did I come to this conclusion? Well the pop quiz at my interview on Wednesday. Since then I have asked everyone I know about that question and they've come up with a one word answer, like it's not even a trick question. But I rambled for days and I still couldn't get an answer at all. It pains me because I thought I was smarter than that. Where was I when my brain slowly left my body. I knew I was bad at interviews but this is ridiculous. Seriously.

So now i have to spend less time in front of the TV and more time reading (which is what I should have been doing being that it is my New Year resolution) and writing. Let me give the big screen a little breather, we can't pay for it if we can't better our skill and get a better job, now can we? I love working hard, mostly if it pays off in the end but of late I feel like my working harder doesn't gurantee that I would get anything more than I what I have. It's just chance and timing that have landed me where I am. Nothing else.

We'll talk again soon.