I apologize that its been so long. Just when you think life is ho-hum and you get a little bored with the routine something sticks in it and then, everthing starts to capsize. That's just a succint way of summarizing it. So bad, that the bonus money I have been looking forward to all year came around and inside of a day it was all gone, and I didn't get to use it to pay for my exams or buy even a single t-shirt. It just got caught in the high and dry of my everyday living. So let's say February is not really my month. Not this time last year, not this year. Needless to say that right after I posted that very optimistic horoscope that life got a little pessimistic and raw, and just generally sucks. Almost to the point that I am slowly starting to forget the things that used to give me joy, or just general direction.
I will elaborate on this later, when I am not feeling so deeply hurt by it.
Dear Lord, as much as it hurts and fails to make sense at this point, please help me to see the sense in it, to see the light of God emerge from this troubling time in my life. Help me to believe in the goodness of the Lord with this weighty load I have been given to bear. And God willing it would be a good week. In Jesus name, I pray.
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