So I decided not to Bar. Not like anyone cares. It's my life and such decisions should have been resolved personally and not by seeking web approval. But the summary is, I decided not to Bar and I cannot say I am not disappointed. It just was not financially feasible at this time. The bills from the surgery are just overwhelming, and plus I partially don't see it as the solution to my career-less state and I don't want to be out of a gazillion bucks, still trying to get people to look at my resume even though I have a Bar license. We all know how the Master's degree played out.
July 2008 was to be the year. I am so crushed. So crushed that I am numb. I was looking through some of my old "goals and successes" books and I saw a future goal of taking the Bar in July 2008. Isn't that sad? I also came across my first insurance approval for my breast reduction surgery and it was dated March 2006, two years to the date it finally happened. I was initially supposed to go to San Francisco in June 2006 but I couldn't afford it. I finally got to go in April 2007. You see life has it's own dates...the deadlines we create are just place holders.That being said, I wonder what date the actual Bar will occur, the kids will come or the actual wedding. Like I said, who cares?
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