certain things

Certain things I have discovered about myself:

I am very high maintenance. I pride myself on being able to take in some essential retail therapy and fine dining therapy. I don't think anyone I know, or have ever dated can keep up with the amount of money I spend on these two splurges just to keep myself entertained. I somehow think that's why God has delayed the "much needed soul mate". He is busy scratching His head wondering, "Who can fit and pay the bill, who will want to, and who will I put through this?" You have to be exceedingly rich or extremely intelligent to keep me entertained at all times. I have just noticed that about myself.

One other thing is, which I am sure everyone who knows me by now, knows this. I like Keanu Reeves a lot. To a feverish pitch. I sometimes think he is my kindred husband, and I think, what if he is, and what if he's the man I've been waiting on, waiting on him to figure it out and for me to work through my craziness. When you look at it, he is those things I described above, rich enough to appreciate the finer things of life and intelligent to keep me intellectually engaged. And my hyper activity and love of life and travel and of course, will surely keep him entertained. I don't fit the bill of all the women he's dated but maybe, just maybe there might be that one thing about me that rocks his socks off that he cannot let go of, that will keep him tuned in.

It's been a boring week. The first week of July was very boring, so to entertain myself I allowed my imagination to run wild. Hmmm...