Not much luck

I am not having that much luck with the dating scene. I noticed that it gets worse every time I venture out on the town with people. The person always seems to get that much more attention than I do. I get a couple of hellos here and there but in order not to abandon the person I am with to start chatting up some guy (that I just met and in order not to seem like I am making myself too available) I dismiss the guy. Much to my detriment. But the person relishes in this attention. The second some guy as much as says Hi to her, she just leaves me in the dust and starts to chatter away, like I don't even exist. I don't know if it's my paranoia or what, but this is now a regular occurrence, so much so I may have to go back to doing the scene by myself, no more accompaniments. If it's a place I can do by myself, then I'll just get up and go, if it's not, then I'll just sit it out. Sometimes I think is it because they are with me that they get this much attention, or is it just my rotten luck I suppose.

The slum continues. Summer is not a good time to be going through a slum. I thought I had overcome all that early Spring, but something happened somewhere along the line and the slum came right back. Cupid draw back your bow...please.