it is a good day. still

today. 

Good day. 

Spent the day basking in the sun within a 2 mile radius
in victoria island. 

It was stressful
for about a minute
and then I got home
and just sat with my thoughts
and some alcohol to chase those thoughts away. 
it’s so hard to sit. 

So hard to just be anymore.
i’ve lost my mojo i suppose.
I thought i had
more gumption than this. 

I must be getting to the age
where (gasp!) i need someone. 

Or I think
company is essential.
but today.
i credit it.
regardless. 

it is a good day. 

still.