Okay, so the jobs I want don't seem to want to come my way. I want to feel the independence that comes with knowing that I can afford basically what I want and what I need to have. And knowing that I love my job (not that I don't right now) and that I love where it will take me to in the future.

However, I had a good day at work. I met the most interesting people somewhat. Everyone had a story to tell as to why they were buying the item on their list and as to who wanted it. It felt good meeting with them one on one on their requests and satisfying them. It gave me a good customer satisfaction feeling. I could write down the stories one after the other but they were all so many.

I am still working on their career thing hopefully by this week I can come up with a plan which I shall not divulge until I piece the facts myself. Before then, I shall take my getting screwed over and over as a lesson not to trust anybody especially those I think are my friends, and as a means to think hard, fast and intelligently about the path I want my life to follow.