Spend it like you mean it

I spent a gaziilion bucks today.

Somehow in my mathematical calculation of my savings set against my moving plans, I didn't quite put in my mum's birthday that is happening tomorrow. I wonder why?! I am not selfish I am just closeminded, and set on the goal of succeeding where others have told me I may fail, so the money management cap being worn, I just didn't figure there would be an expense called, birthday presents, etc.

So I spent a lot today. I got the pots and pans though and a wonderful wall mirror that I think was overpriced but I was too much in the mood to spoil myself that I didn't even figure anything else. I got overdrawn on my Rich's card and for the first time it didn't reject it, or plain ole' embarass me like it's been apt to do, instead it let me call and and figure, oh, you have zero balance on your account. Ouch! that hurt!

I'm just going to sit back and start paying some of these bills before they become too much for me.

I trust there would come a time when stuff like this, money, maxing a $100 credit limit wouldn't be a problem. But maybe that time just isn't now. I have a lot of humbling to do, I suppose. What am I doing, I can't even afford to hook up cable in my apartment. What is this?

How is your Memorial Day weekend going?