I am awake at 6:25 on a Saturday just to use the computer. Last week, I had to work on Saturda I couldn't tear myself outta bed at 9.

I had one of those angry dreams this morning. With all the love around me, I go to bed and I have dreams where I am fighting constantly with people, well not people. With my sister and her husband. At this point you start to ownder, is there anything wrong with our relationship? Of course not. We have fights all the time, and we make up too. I still live with her right? But I suppose something inside me is angry at the fact that I still do, and I can't survive either waay on my own.

Apartment hunting is like the piths, and I only have a little money left after my expenses from my new job to save up before I embark on the living alone bit. Besides, living alone as a single girl, it's a thrill I am yet to discover, hopefully before I am married, but it's not something that is supported by my culture. What the hell is that, right?


However, this wasn't meant to be an angry venting post. It should be mostly an update post since it's been almost a week since I updated. The week was scary, I was scared just going into it, but it turned out okay. I did my work quickly and actually had time at work to surf the web. I guess I am getting the hang of it.

I am excitedly awaiting the Matrix Reloaded thing. Surprised there isn't much press junket to go around. Every one just gets in that Keanu mood when he is around more. I am in it 365 days of the year. A little too much considering how old I am. Who wants to be there at the theater watching it on Premiere day...ME. Who feels there is som kind of connection between stupid her and admirable him...ME. Who knows there isn't a chance in hell this wold happen...ME. Who still hopes that it will, even if it just a meet and greet and "who the fuck are you and why do I pine for you so?" meeting...ME.

In this case wishes better fly like horses.