It's back to the endless pursuit of life and money tomorrow. Another runaround week begins.

I didn't go to church for no valuable reason whatsoever. I am not mad at God, I am not ill, I am not in one of my angry, depressive moods, I am just high and fervently in need of prayer and direction in my life, yet I couldn't suck it all in and go to church. What's happened to me, as usual I am afraid of my week, if you live in this house and live in my life you would understand what I am often afraid for. I should have God in my life making my decisions, seeking some direction in this distorted life I live in, but this is my lazy ss, not wanting to go to church ass. I shouldn't do this.

So all I can offer is a short prayer, begging God for a wonderful God filled fulfilling week. For His Able Hand in my life and in my going, coming home, and all my endeavours, which happen to be many, and in my heart to comfort me in my shortcomings, which are also many, and in my family bringing peace and value to our lives. And for us to understand and cherish God's presence in our lives always and forever. Amen.