I read articles from magazines a lot, I decided to put them down on some kind of medium instead of just marking them off on the magazine, as I've been known to do. You should see my old issues with pen marks, and comments inscribed in them here and there. I decided to start jounral entries on them, to see if it inspires the same thoughts as it did in me. I shall do this at least once a week, and send some of it to my e-group, to see if it will revive them a bit.

Jane Magazine; April 2003; Naomi Watts
It's ironic that her big break came from Mullholland Drive considering that's the street she used to drive down when she was freaking out after bad auditions. "I have spent many moments sobbing at the wheel, going: When is something going to happen? How am I going to deal with this? What am I doing here? 'Okay just take a quick right-hand turn and fly over that hill.'"

How many times have I actually thought that, and having to hear a somewhat successful actress who finally got her big break saying this, made some sorta sense to me like a calming cap onto the lid of the confusion.