I did say I may be jinxing the week.

A lot has happened.

My first payday where the entire amount of my paycheck is owed to my landlord and some other miscellaneous bills. Add cable to that too. I tried to install Dish Network and for some uncanny reason that can only be transcribed as my ill luck, my balcony cannot seem to get the service. That was the best fucking deal ever. All the stations for $50. Now, I had to sign onto Bell-fucking-south to get only HBO for $55.98 without tax. It's the biggest rip off of the century. they deserve to be shot for that deal. All the crew and CEOs of bellsouth deserve to be lined up and shot multiple times for this dastardly rip off. It's preposterous.

Plus. My family is staying with me. We sold our old house without closing on our new house on time, so now we are temporarily indisposed. So my sister and her husband are in a hotel while my mum and the kids are with me. I know I said I would save on my water bill, and electric, but with an entire family in my house it's almost impossible.

God is testing me I know. You remember when I told Him thank you for my new apartment and all the goodness that came with achieving that dream, well, I told him if He ever required somethng of me, just say the word. here it is.

Entertaining 2 kids without cable is hard. They have been pestering me about the fact that I do not have cable, like life comes with cable. My sister spoiled them. Completely. I told them this apartment is built for study and serenity. "Aunty, What does that mean?"

This is for another week or so, because next week being a short vacation week, no one will want to do any closing on any home when 4th of July is around the corner.

I just feel so shitty. I am broke. I have bills on its way. I just ordered over-priced cable, and I feel like I need a breakthrough somewhere.

He does test us, doesn't He?