Little of This and That

I am just in a rut, somewhat, because of several things.

1) I want to buy that camera (Canon Elan 7E or Fuji S5000) for myself so bad, for Xmas, or at least before New Years. I am like that when I want something I just want it, NOW. But I cannot afford it! NOW!
Pathetic.

2) I fear I may have said terrible things to that guy on Tuesday because he didn't call me yesterday. I didn't call him either but that is besides the point. I just feel bad because Karma is a terrible thing, it may come back to bite me, then I will be left wondering what did I do to deserve it. Should I apologize, and just say, "Hey I shouldn't have said that,"

3) I don't want to be at work with all this work to do, when it's a WEEK TO XMAS!!!

4) I got my mum a present or something I think she would like and then yesterday, she starts to mention something to me, totally different than what she wants for Xmas. Meaning go back to the mall, and get it for me.

5) We have an office Xmas party this Saturday. This speaks for itself if you know how office Xmas parties go....GAH!!! it is rude not to attend, but I do not want to go.

In other news...Brad Pitt turns 40 today. What kind of world is this when all the hunks I knew and adored growing up have turned or are going to turn 40.

Brad Pitt, Keanu Reeves, Johnny Depp, Russell Crowe, any more...