No more tears

I ask that whatever pain there is ahead, that I shall not cry about it. That the Lord gives me the strength to bear it, and the shoulder to carry it. But if there is no pain I shall be even happier, for I cannot stand anymore pain. I long for the sunshine because it's been so long. I long for the time when I shall push the tears away and laugh endlessly with joy, gleaming and prclaiming what a wonderful life I have. I want to say that now and know that the Lord believes me. Hope that He believes me, and that in His belief He helps me fight to keep the pain away. I want to triumph where others have failed, live, love and believe. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.