Well, 3 weeks later, and the earth has not moved. I am still unemployed and single and depressed and filled with angst and being rejected more times than before. I have signed up with a multitude of agencies. I have also done so much faxing, my fax machine is panting. But the earth has not moved. I feel like the devil has won. I know God must be saying, how defeated I feel. But I can't help feeling, this is what the devil wanted, and somehow it has happened, and he must be cheering somewhere filled with glee as I sob, and then, I am the one who believed in God. Yet the devil beat me.
My official deadline was March 15th, that is when I run out of money and the second round of bills have to be paidd. So far I am not meeting that deadline.
Yes, the devil won this time.
1 comment:
Hmmmm... perhaps the tide will turn when you least expect it? Don't give up hon.
Hey, I got my first manicure in 7 months because of YOU and your fic. I kept looking down at my ragged cuticles thinking "Shelia would barf."
And you think YOU need a life? Hehe.
*hugs*
Nat
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