Tonight I cried for no particular reason. You know what, I take that back, I know why. Just 2 weeks ago I was on top of the world and tonight, I am crying, and then I cleaned my floors. Two things I hate to do.
I cried because it's been 10 months since I've been working out obsessively and yet no change. I daresay I have the worst "middle-age spread" now than I had before. I cried because I am still single and I spend evenings where no one calls me except my mother. I cried because in a big city like this, and me living in the heart of it, I still can't find someone to spend an afternoon lunch or coffer with when I want to. I just cried. I am just tired. I am trying so hard but God seems to be looking the other way. The other way...
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