Work Funk

I have just been in a bad work funk since I got back from my vacation high. Bad, as in, get me outta here bad. The company does not regard us, as in the people that do what I do, as anything, because essentially we are not attorneys. We may have law degrees and masters degrees in law, but we do not have JD's and that's all that matters, and they dummy us down so much that before you know it, you start to dummy yourself down. And you start to settle for what you have and assume you've amounted to all you can be and then comes complacency. And I just hate complacent people.

I've just been doing a lot of thinking the past few days. One I need to change my cell phone number again, so I can start afresh, with a clean slate and a new number. And two, I need to start making plans to change this situation for the better...to make a drastic change. I have been sitting idly by in working on something else. That something else is not working, so let's get back to the program -- we need to restructure this shit, because this shit is starting to stink and it's taking away my sense of wellbeing, my self-worth and my enthusiasm for life.