I think there's something wrong with me. I don't know if it's psychological or physiological. Or maybe those mean the same. But I am personally diagnosing myself that there must be some kind of psychological imbalance in my system. Anyone who's an avid reader of this journal, must be wondering, "You don't say, Anita!"
I have these mood swings, slight obsessive disorder especially when I want something. One moment I want something and nothing but it and the next moment, I don't, not at all especially if it's been made readily available to me. I just instantly loose interest. But the second it's no longer available to me, or it gets taken away from me, then I want it. Then, the obsession starts all over again. It could be the littlest things or a big thing, such as a job in a certain company, or with a certain title, or a car, or even a person.
Maybe it's the measure of a great mind that I have some kind of psychological imbalance. Or maybe it's just me being a true Gemini with an irrational mind, who knows. It's been topsy-turvy in my world, mentally and emotionally.
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