My horoscope is still devoid of my ratins chart. I am not surprised, I had obsessed so much about that thing I am sure the clairvoyants got the message.

A little bitty much has happened to me. I did some fasting today, and cleansed myself of my tumultous inner spirit. I shall try it again on Friday, my next day off. I have also been trying to work on my tan and my workout regimen since the sun's been up for about 3 days straight now, I have used that opportunity to take walks, thinking out loud, and working up a sweat on my fat consumed body, Hopefully, I can fit into that swimsuit by July.

Not likely.

I made a list of my self on my other diary which I shall superimpose into this place. I am so excited about something, I hope this excitement lasts. I am also hopeful about something, hopeful, more hopeful and super hopeful, about becoming a different kind of woman, someone who gets something done, is modern enough to do something for herself, and scores the guy, the job and her dream in the end. Ever get that kinda feel good feeling, I dunno why I have it now...hope it lasts, and something wonderful comes out of it.

Here is the list.

1) I have ordered my laptop. Excited. Hoping that my money can cover it without my going too much in the red. Hopefully, it shall get here in one peace without too much pump and pagentry.

2) I have decided to try my hand and dream again to work in some kind of entertainment atmosphere. Let's see how long this vision lasts.

3) I still hope to move to San Francisco. Before I take on the yearlong lease here I shall first consider the prospects of an out of career person like myself in a big city place like that. Once again, this is me hopong someone out there whom just happens to live in S.F reads this, and says, hop on a plane let's see what we can do together?

4) I am happy with myself. Having saved enough money to buy the laptop, I am somewhat happy and proud of myself, it was a pinch to the pocket and I am almost declaring bankruptcy just because of it, but one has to pat her self on the back if no one else will do it for you. Can't wait to start working with it.

5) I still haven't got a new job. So if you need some creativity instilled in your business, call me, okay.