A lot has happened since I last wrote in you, and it's been somewhat good, and somewhat irrelevant, I just feel like since I have this computer right next to me that means I can work on my writing a lot more now, even with the irrelevant ones. And yes, I am still addicted to it! And yes, I also worked on refurbishing the website.

-I did a few things on that list I wrote 2 days ago. However, my family is forcing me to add some more to it, eg, do my hair, or get hair in some kinda shape. I don't know, there really is no room for that anywhere, no room or no money. I have maxed every card I have, and the worst part is that I better be able to pay it back, if not chapter 7 will be ringing close to home for me. So the hair's just gonna have to wait, I don't think one's hair affects her work, I have seen worse, trust me.

-My sister got her scan in today and it's a boy, she is sooooo excited. Her husband is grinning from ear to ear, I myself had no doubt that she was going to have a boy, why because, I was personally tired of the whinning from the girls, it was about time for a boy. She is ecstatic with happinness. All her husband could tell me was: It will happen for you someday. I sorta feel funny when people say that, like I am envious or secretly wishing for it to be my turn soon enough. Maybe, but it is not in the agenda for 2003 that much I can tell you. Wish it was!

-I turned in my resignation at work, a bit apprehensive and wondering what am I doing, I am actually terminating myself! How often does that happen, it was what I prayed for, to leave on my own, Because I feared everyone's days in that place were numbered, and I couldn't take mine being drawn before I had a chance to prepare. But there I was terminating myself, it felt good, but I was a bit uncertain too, but praying to God for guidance all the way through. I was expecting them to at least show some concern, but they didn't...they never do actually, remember Chili's, spent 8 months there, and no one batted an eyelid when I left. Shame. I thought people would have grown a heart by now.

-It turns out I am working on April 4th, the opening day for A man apart, the new VIn Diesel movie which I have been anticipating since February...so I can't watch it on opening day like I would have loved to. Isn't working a delightful change from the I-have-no-life state of awaiting a movie's release like it's going to change my life somewhat, a lifestyle I have become so accustomed to for 3 years now. I welcome the change, with any luck I may even be able to afford a later showing.

I have to write my brother now, and tell him the good news which I am sure my sister would also tell him. It doesn't hurt if he hears it from 2 people now.

Wish me luck, pray for me, and I hope this is the change I prayed for. Amen.