My horoscope sent me something devoid of the ratings chart. It did say this was a good week to start a new job (which I would have been starting if Karma hadn't fucked me in the balls) and hoped for the best in my dreams coming true. Alas, there was no ratings chart, love, money or work. I guess someone told it that a little girl named anita had been constantly obsessing about he ratings she scored every week. Every week, it's something. There was a time I wasn't looking for a job, then I could care less what it rated for my work week, then I had a crush on someone so if it said Love C. I wold start hyperventilating. Life, when one problem ends another one transpires.

I am on the verge of no breakthroughs. I am still obsessing about my work or lackor need of it. I have come to realise that I just want a job that leads into power lunches, the need for business suits, and the freedom to travel and discuss with people all around the world. Is it too early in my career to be dreaming of having those kind of high powered jobs? A friend of mine summarized that as Public Relations, and she has started a very successful career in it. I think in Law there are some people who still meet all those criteria in their jobs. I suppose if I could narrow down what kind of job it was it would help in narrowing the search.

I am hoping I can talk to some national recruiters to help me fulfill this need of right job in the right kind of place. I see San Francisco but I am not telling, are you?