DO YOU KNOW ME?

I get bored with life, with my environment, and my tasks so easily. It's part of being a Gemini but it's also an inherent uniqueness in me that I just get bored with everything around me so quickly that I am just seeking to transcend into another set of activities.

These days my apartment is quiet and I am bored with it. It always used to be that way and that is exactly what I wanted when I decided to move out on my own but now, I am sick of that quiet. I come home and sit on my couch and watch TV and end up making comments about the shows to myself. Isn't that sick? Like I am so lonely I have to start talking to myself.

Then, work. I have been bored with work from the moment I got here. I don't do anything, yesterday I did nothing and I actually liked it. I made a few calls, filed a couple of stuff but all in all it was 30% of my usual capacity of work in a day. Now, today I haven't made one call, I have taken one call but I quickly dismissed the lady so I can go online and surf.

Then to my online habitat. I am bored with that too. My writing seems so minute to me. I am not inspired by any truth or untruth or in anything that is worth telling of on paper. Though I browse on here multiple times at work and I don't feel the need to put down a message or one other. Then I decided to do a sweep through the random feature to get some new friends but that only brought up people that write in French, Russian or whatnot.

It is so bad that not even Keanu's movie opening next week can shake me up. It's feels sorta like "Okay, another confusing turn at the Matrix lodge." Worse off since I saw a clip of him and Agent Smith flying in the air as they fought. What is that...cue me in...what is that?

I may go see Meg Ryan in that movie In The Cut this weekend. I need to see some good old fashioned R rated stuff, with skin, swear words and crime scenes just like they used to make it back in the days of Seven and The Fight Club. Nowadays, every movie is so afraid of being risque. Let's see if that will put a jolt through me. Or maybe not.