I am at peace

I am at peace with several things in my life right now.

One of them is the fact that I know my family loves me and I love them and we shall stick together and listen to each other and bear each other every day all day just as one's family should.

The other thing is the outstanding fact that I love God and I know He loves me. He watches over me and listens to me and my requests no matter how stupid and makes them come from nowehere to fruition. I thank Him for that and I hope He won't hold it against me today that I decided not to go to church but I still love him and I love our relationship and cherish the one fact that if there is no one to walk with me, I know that He will, be there to guide me, protect me and lead me safely.

I got an unexpected bonus at work in my paycheck on Friday. It was just a blessing. I have been psyched about it since then. I am like on cloud nine and don't know when I am coming down from this high. The only thing that stopped me from being frivolus with it, were

1) the prevailing apartment move 2) All the things that need to be renewed now that my birthday is approaching 3) of cos, the overwhelming credit card bills.

I had to stop myself somewhere before I went on a lavish binge. I may use it to pay off one of my cards but then, I have my renter's insurance to pay for, so who knows.

I got the camera I have been longing for since Xmas, So for once, one of my TO-DO assignments was achieved. I know I got it at a bad deal but it was that kinda day where you either get it, or live in regret that another chance of a purchase presented itself and I lost it all over again.

So I am content, cheery and awfully chipper and I pray nothing comes to take away my joy.

I'd like to thank God for this moment in time that I have been hoping and dreaming for. I hope He won't hold it against me that I didnt go to church today. I still love Him, and live everyday to serve Him and graciously do His will. I know that all these arrangements I am making in life will only be achieved through Lord's Gracious hand, and I ask that His highness shall look upon me as his child that needs his guidance and direction. Shield me from every evil, my enemies make them my friends, and take me to that place where I shall meet my hearts happiness and peace. In Your name I pray for my life and the life of my family, keep us in good care, this day and always.