On the eve of 29

Today I sat in church and I couldn't think of what to say in my prayer to God. 

It's not like I don't need something, I just feel like I keep needing the same things over and over and every time I keep saying them over and over and I am sure, just sure that He is tired of hearing it, all of it. I am sure He must be saying, "Hang on, girl, it will come when I am ready, and you are too."

But then, this is the last month of my 29th year so I suppose if I want to make any drastic changes to myself - this is the time. I didn't lose the weight like I had planned, and I surely do not look any different. But I know I tried. Losing weight is a process, gaining it took a little while too. If I can just stay on this path, I must lose a few pounds, even if it is before Xmas. But asides from that little upset along the way, everything else is moving according to His design, I suppose. Maybe the man, the mate, the companion will come when I am over KR, lost some weight, and have put on some self-esteem. Maybe.

It's been a quiet uneventful weekend, along with all my other uneventful ones and I hope the week would be promising, eventful, and hopeful. No drama, just good Karma and lots of good stuff for me and my loved ones, Amen.

Walking in the Way of Jesus

Almighty and ever-living God, in your tender love for the human race you sent your Son our Savior Jesus Christ to take upon him our nature, and to suffer death upon the cross, giving us the example of his great humility: Mercifully grant that we may walk in the way of his suffering, and also share in his resurrection; who lives and reigns for ever and ever. Amen.