I saw this:

For in hope we have been saved, but hope that is seen is
not hope; for who hopes for what he already sees? But if
we hope for what we do not see, with perseverance we wait
eagerly for it.

And somehow it just rejuvenated me. My beliefs in my dreams, the dwindling hope in me, and everyday when I get up, when I go to work in that place when I'm asked to do something I shouldn't be doing, when I work under people I am millionsof years older than, I just feel like, "So is this what I've am amounted to?" But I guess reading that verse sorta reassured whatever in me was still keeping me alive, going all these days.

Somehow I just wish something could happen to make it better.