And the list goes like this:

1) Yesterday I talk to some apartment people close to where I work. The apartments seem nice, and convenient to work and it is at a low, low price of $625, yet, yours truly can't afford it because I have my car payment, and my part-time job which is down-trodden because of the lack of season we are in. I had to hang up on the girl on the phone. Now, I have to wait until something real comes up.

2) The racist guy at legal professional staffing (yes, I will say his name, it's Thomas Antwerp ) A guy I heard has gotten jobs for people who don't have law degrees, and know jackshit about law told me today, trying to phrase his racism politely, that he can't get me a job with my resume because my job experience is too unsteady. It's not like any of these jobs ever fired me, nope! He just felt it wasn't a battle worth taking. I think it's because I am black. Why! because last year when I contacted him, do you know what his excuse was? That I am too qualified with my law degree for the entry-level jobs he gets for people. Hmm...doesn't that sound fishy. I feel like blasting his name on every website at how blatantly racist he is.

3) Today, I went to Kroger and made use of their U-scan carousel to get cashback. There were so many people in line after me that I rushed outta there and forgot my $10 cashback. I was halfway home when I remembered, and do you know what they tell me, "we are not responsible for customer's lost change" I called my bank and they don't trust that I do not have the money in my hand.

I work hard, I got to work when I am supposed and I pu in my share of fantastic customer service, I search for a job frantically all week. Every freaking day of the week, I am online looking through the dailies searching for a freaking career-minded job. And this is the bullshit I have to deal with day after day. NO responses from recruiters, no positive responses, and then, the people I patronise can't even reimburse me my freaking 10 dollars that their cashier person snagged from the machine once i was outta there.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.


This is my reward for masturbating last night. I swear!