I had so many things I wanted to talk about today, but I am so hungry and since this is my 2nd day off in a row I promised my mum I would take her out to eat today, so I am thinking of Chinese buffet right now as I type. It's absurd I have a parttime job yet I spend all my money on trivialities.

I spoke to an apartment woman yesterday, she was offering a townhouse for 850, if I could afford that. It's more like 2 bedrooms, which would be suitable if I had someone to live it up with. Maybe, I should put that announcement up on LJatlanta. She blatantly told me I can't afford a place to live if I have a parttime job. That hit home in scary ways.

I also found out that the lenscrafters place that I applied to has taken down their wanted doctor's tech sign, without at most calling me in for an interview. They probably hired some prissy girl who would gladly accept $7 an hour. *fumes inside*

I don't know what to do. Yesterday, someone asked me what a good day in my book would mean. What would you define as a good day?

So I wrote down some of the "good day" qualities.

1) If one of the millions of recruiters I sent my resume to would call me for an interview.

2) Or even better call me for a job-interview. You know those kind of interviews where they walk you through the job and your paperwork.

3) If Keanu Reeves would walk into my life. *this is more like a pipe dream but I just put it in there for good measure*

4) More realistically, if a guy I found vaguely attractive would find me attractive too, and possibly ask me out. *in the ranks of good days, this rates as the lowest. Meaning it wouldn't be the high point of my life but it would be something new. The Keanu oe ranks as the highest*

I've decided not to make any of these things seem that important, when you do then they have the least chance of happenning. A good day could be, finding a dollar fly right into you like it did me one time at the mall parking lot. Or someone telling you, you look pretty, or you have a nice smile, or you've lost some weight, even though you know you haven't. A good day could be anything. It is as special as you make it.

So there you have it. I am thinking of enrolling in Jiujitsu, you know the ancient type of martial arts that Keanu did in the matrix. Nope, this is not some gimmick to feel closer to him so we an have that to talk about if and when we do meet, it is just my way of letting of steam, and losing some of this tonnage I've packed on my hips.