new week prayer

I don't think my mindset is ready for another week. It's almost 11pm and I am not even preparing my self for another boring week ahead.

I just logged on to pray for my week since I had started it off with such sordid thoughts as below. I need to pump myself up to face the week, maybe not with adrenalin but some kind of inspirational surge of energy, a mysterious ray of light sort of, just something that would prep me for the humdrumminess.

I know Lord that I may not know what I want or what I think I want may not inevitably agree with Your ideals for me, but I pray that in all these questions, doubts and confusion inside me, You are able to identify the one thing that I want which will bring me happiness, that will make me happy and quench the thirst for happiness inside me. That will bring out the true Zen in me. I don't know what it is, and I can't phrase it but since You are all-knowing, I leave it to Your able hands, and pray for that to come true everyday from this week onwards. These and many more I ask of You, O Lord.