I called my ex in the middle of the afternoon today. Bad time to call, I wans't expecting the call to go through since it hasn't for the past 3 days. But it did! Darn!!

He recognized my voice as soon as I said "Hello". Brilliant. I like it when a man does that. But that's so beside the point, he's still an asshole considering our past. We talked like normal. He asked me what I have been up to since we last spoke to each other---like I am ever up to much. I told him that, but was somewhat ashamed that my life was way too broing for him to be interested so I did something I hardly/shouldn't/so against doing. I told him what my plan was...I told him what I had been working on, and then told him to say a prayer for me that it works out. The thing is it is against my policy to tell people about my plans when it is in the works. It jinxs it for me. I only tell them when it is done...and good, that is it worked out fine. Or if it is done and not good, then I tell them. I never tell them halfway...it's so bad luck for me. So bad!

Then, why did I tell Kevin what I was working on. I don't know, I was ashamed that my life was boring, and he's was obviously fun. He said he had been to the club all through last weekend, and watched a Mike Tyson fight on Friday. I didn't even know Tyson had a fight!
I have a reason for that though, my interests have changed a bit since my last Tyson fight. I would know if it were BSB or RHCP or any of those people displayed in my fan section having an event, but not Mike Tyson! However, this is so beside the point, I still broke an anita objective rule. I should be shot.

I just hope the boy doesn't jinx it for me. I am hoping he doesn't. I would be heartbroken. Instead of calling my best pal who happens to live just as well in NJ with him, I called him (bad, mean him) during daytime hours too. Bad, bad me.

I am working on my resume now...it is the worst excruciatingly horrific experience to concoct a resume. Take it from me. and some people have jobs where they revamp resumes...is that a life?!

On the other good news circuit...BSB has a show tomorrow for charity that is being broadcast. I have been in BSB withdrawal for too long.