Female in Me

I think there's a certain time starting from four days before your period to four days after it that has to be the horniest period in a woman's life. It's as if you can't see straight, even if you are not one to get sex regularly you still think of it as if there's someone on the street you can pull over and extract it from. I think that is the time when you make the wrong judgment call. 

As in this guy is cute, he is okay, he will do, he has a dick and he better use it nicely and I suppose he will do. Then, a week after you've moved well away from this horny time frame you start to wonder did I just do that? Needless to say I am in that time zone right now. Uninteresting guy stood me up last night. He was supposed to come over and spend the night. I had planned it out so nicely. How I would go to work this morning with a big grin on my face with my body sore and my throat dry from all the moaning. It was planned out to the extent that I went to the grocery store after work to get condoms. Me, buying condoms, trying hard not to get the extra ripped ones. 

But then, he never showed, He never called nothing, He just didn't show up. I do not know what to make of that. I could make of it something that I never want to see him again and I just want this craziness to end, but then I am still in that horny zone so I can't really make any rational decisions till I am well past it. I had a nightmare that he was telling my best friend that he wanted to break up with me that he wasn't into me anymore. I woke up sweating and convinced it was a nightmare because he doesn't know my best friend and I doubt if she will ever speak to him if she did. Most of all, why would he not be into me, I guess he weaned himself off wanting me so much during our week hiatus from each other. He said he wanted to get over me and the best way to do that is by not speaking to me at all. This is not an entry about him. So I shall stop now, I shall speak when I see straight and I am safely past the zone, only one more day left.