And speaking of lunches, today we almost had lunch together. I was finishing up mine or rather rushing over mine once I saw him walking towards me, when he came to sit down to eat beside me.

We got talking again, this time he greeted me with more enthusiasm than he did the last time, and we sorta recapped the events of the day before. We were in the midst of getting to that jill scott moment, yes, that "Long Walk" moment where she says maybe we can listen to the blues or a symphony, because Norah Jones's "Don't know why" started to blast from the stereo setting the mood right, when some people felt we had nothing personal to discuss so they decided to join us, and chat about work. Damn!

I am in a detached mood tonight. I don't know why. I am just tired of all this spending time alone, with my mum, with my mysterious online friends, just with "nothing," doing "nothing" and it has put me in this detached mood. Tomorrow's Saturday. You would think I could find something better to do, but I don't. I just have a long list of plans of the same thing that I have been doing several saturdays before. I am not with someone or planning with someone, I am just detached, seperated from myself lost inside myself.


Is there a cupid somewhere I can pray to?